This is What I Want!

This is it! I am finally doing what I want to do!

I always found it hard to answer people when they ask "what do you want to do as a profession?", well now, I have so much more of an outline. I want to work in media. I would love to be my own boss and be able to work from home, doing what I love doing.

Life scares me sometimes, because you do only get one life, and you never know when it could end. I have always been scared that if I go, I'll be leaving nothing behind. Well, ha! My 30 odd blog posts and a couple YouTube videos are here now! But I want to make more. I want this kind of thing to be my life. I want to do radical things and document them for the world to see.

At the moment, it is by no means a job, it is a hobby. I am learning so much by fiddling around on the internet and doing stuff. I could eventually, one day, make this my job. That would be unreal!

I have only been writing blogs for a month, and only been making YouTube videos for 3 months. I am shocked at how this experience is helping me grow as a person. I am so much more confident and happier since starting both of these things. I really feel like I'm on the right path and this hobby will keep my mind in order.

I also love that I am documenting my life. I already look back on my first couple of YouTube videos and can see how much I've grown. I can't imagine what this is going to feel like in a couple of years, when I reread over this, or watch my earlier videos. It's going to be crazy.

This is my hobby. This is what makes me happy and this is what I want to do. I have some big plans for myself in life and I'm so happy I'm taking the right steps to getting there.

Thanks for reading! Baii!! xx